Be Small.

In this moment I need to be small.

To fit into a tiny square of space.

Need to hold my breath so I dont ache.

But I cannot hold my breath.

Who I am rushes in and leaves me staggering.

It is too much.

I want too much.

I need too much.

I am too much.

So I will continue to make myself smaller.

Folding myself inward.

Because being big is being seen.

But if you are seen, you can be unseen.
And there is comfort in being invisible.